xox TWO SHATTERED HEARTS INTO ONE xox

xox TWO SHATTERED HEARTS INTO ONE xox
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first month with you around

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

spending time with him

It's been how many days already since I last see him? Ah... I remember .. it's been 31 days already...exactly 4 weeks which means 1 month. Got that ? One month! How horrible that month had been with me. I spend my time without him with those weeks.

Anyway here how my story of me spending time with him happens.

I was sulking myself infront of my computer trying to bulge my eyes at watching a raw anime of KAICHOU WA MAID SAMA.  Oh... to those who are not interested in anime... Kaichou wa maid sama talks about a president who works as a maid and was afraid that she will get caught by her school's students. However due to an incident... she was caught by the notorious and almost perfect Usui.

So much for anime huh? I'll go back to me spending with him story. While I was sulking with that anime... I received a message from HIM. Yeah... HIM. Curious who he was? Well, he was the guy that I've been talking about my previous blogs. I mentioned him!!! So you should probably remember his name. I also made a poem about him on my previous blog entitled DARWIN CUSTODIO. Kyaahh!!! So much for cheesy details,

He texted me telling me that we will meet at CUBAO. He will bring me to BESANDE. Honestly, I thought BESANDE was a place I didn't know that it was the name of the person who asked him to make a residence's design. I'll talk about it later and probably show you the picture of his design. Maybe I'll do it LATER.... Arrghhh!!! I think it will be months after.

Wow... I talked too much. Let's just go back from where we left off... He texted me to meet him at Cubao in order for the two of us to go to Montalban, Rizal. The meet up will be at MRT, a train station that is situated at Cubao. Although...just like before.... I waited for him. When he arrived, I was hoping that there will be a kiss but none. Anyway we rode fx inorder to arrive at Montalban. I'll continue my story later....Somebody's going to use the compute,

TAtah!!!

Saturday, April 3, 2010

wrapping up things...

Something hit me today!

Lately, I'm getting preoccupied by FACEBOOK and YAHOO. I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing.
Maybe..that's bad. I've been forgetting stuffs especially writing on my blog. Yeah I know... you did miss me.. that's why I'll make it up for you. 
Tonight.. I will write all the things that happened to me on the past month and maybe on this month. 

So let's get started... :)

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

TRUE FRIEND TILL THE END

here's a song lyric I've made especially to all my friends
 For all the happiness
For all the comfort 
" Thank You "  


special thanks to: 
RUSELL TAN -bho/ khuletz
voice 
 NORCEL ALLANA-pare
rendition 

( to the two guys above, thank you for trying to make a tune out of this lyric) 
The tune/ tone isn't finish though :)
 

TRUE FRIEND TILL THE END
We grabbed each other and held our hands
Together we laughed and create a sacred bond
With each other, we walked in this empty land
Brushed our feet on these countless sands

Because ...
you know the reason why I always cry
you know the reason why I always smile
You know the reason why I can’t wave goodbye...
Cause you’re my true friend...
True friend till the end

There’s always something when each other calls
At night our voices were lost and all
We talked how many times each of us fall
But we know... we can conquer all

Because...
You were there when I feel bad
You’re there to wipe my tears when I feel sad
You’re there to break my shell when I feel mad
Ask me what’s wrong and tell me it’s gonna be alright
Cause you’re my true friend...
True friend till the end

True friends are what we are ...
Telling each other what’s right and wrong
True friends are what we are ...
Sharing secrets that no one knew
True friends are what we are...
Filling up memories that are so strong
True friends are what we are...
Telling not lies but all things true

Believe me...
Cause you know....
were true friends..
true friends
Till the end...

vacation sucks...

talk about hell....
Who thought vacation could be this boring?
I could still remember how I curse school as if it was an epidemic... 
but now, 
look at me.... 
bored...tired and wasted practically on nothing.... 
It's stupid really. 

One week of lazy works.... 
Chatting.... 
Non-stop facebook-ing... ( is that even considered a word..oh well) 
Reading and re-reading books...
Eating...
and much more of lazy habits. 

Damn... I'm getting wasted. 
When can I have a real vacation? 
You know...doing stuffs like real summer fun. 


Oh I almost forgot.... 
I've also been filled up with unconditional stress, heartbreaks, and pressures. 




Wish everything ends!! I want REAL SUMMER FUN and REAL FREE STRESS VACATION 




I'M PHYSICALLY, MENTALLY AND EMOTIONALLY...STRESSED... 
what more can I ask for? 












Tuesday, March 30, 2010

He got me captivated

Sleepless night 
Heartbeats 
Crying time 
Happiest moment... 

All of it just because of one person 
You caught me red handed... 
I'm guilty 
I'm guilty of falling in love with you 
but if you'll try to catch me 
doing the same crime all over again 
...I won't mind...
being held captive
again and again




JUST ME AND YOU

March 07 2010 
Me and You


Can I just dream of having you with me
not just with this moment
but for all eternity?
You know how story goes... 
fall in love
fall out of love 
and fall again 

Really... Stupid at it might sound but I did. I've fallen 
after scribbling my EX boyfriend's name over this blog last January 
I found myself moving on 

so here it goes 
a march sanctuary for 
MR. DARWIN CUSTODIO 

bebe qh... 
I love you 
March 07 2010 

If I hadn't met you 
I wouldn't have fallen 
but if I wouldn't have fallen 
I wouldn't have you 
I wouldn't have this... 
I wouldn't have
my special moment 
My moment with you






UNTITLED POEM




Do you ever wonder
Are your feelings same as mine
Reaching out my hand as you close by
Will you tell me the truth and will you not lie
I listen to you in every way, saying I love you every day
Never be apart are the three words that I always pray

Can I just keep you always
Understand that “ i love you” is what my heart says
Silently I look at you
“ Together Always“ is what I want to tell you
Open your arms as I run to you
Does your heart races the same time as I do
If ever it does, will you tell me too
Only with you- my heart stays true